还差5天。。。

2个考试， 5天后， 我就自由啦！！！
心情怎么是矛盾的呢？

一年了， 时间就这样过了。。
懵懵懂懂的到了8th college， 上了2个sem的课。。 一年就过了。。
之后就会有自己的junior了， 还蛮期待的。。 希望我的buddy是个不错的人。。 嘻嘻。。

不能回头， 更不能待在现时， 只能往前看。。
再加油吧。。

现在很想念我的吉他， 在youtube看到了Taylor Swift - White Horse的教学带。。 好想玩玩。。
几时才能做我喜欢的东西呢。。。


想念爸爸，妈妈，阿嫲，二姐。。 还有姐。。 很想见见她。。
马六甲， 等我啊。。。。。。。。







该继续让自己沉醉下去吗？

almost over.... ~~~

finished C++ today...
dat means i stil got 3 papers left..

mum n dad was scared that i pressure myself 2 much.. hmm.. i dun think i did.. ha.. juz felt nervous abt it.. am reali hoping for de best now....

many of my frens almost finish their exam.. some are relaxin at home d.. haiz... here i am, stil struggling...
after dis stil got activities lagi.....
hopefully i get to do some meaningful things la...
2 be honest im gettin sick of playin, sittin in front of pc de whole day... den after dat, wat??

空虚。。 这并不是我该有的感觉。。
主是我该重视的， 只是来到这里后， 开始忘我了。。 是时候找回起初的信心了。。

还在寻找着自己。。 到底想要的是什么。。 应该过得有意义。。
希望能让爸爸妈妈阿嫲幸福。。


加油加油！！

可爱的caryl... 想念她搞怪的样子， 哈哈..

我的幸福呢？

dynamics...........

i think i juz failed my dynamics sub...
felt like cryin when i got de paper, i can say dat i cant do each n every question...
numb.. nothin 2 describe my feelings..
to think dat i stayed up til 5.30am to study dis, it's totally useless.. but it's part of my fault oso, i din reali pay attention n i din do my best...

juz felt reali sori to mum n dad.. haiz...
hopefully i can pass la.. dun wanna meet dat crazy lecturer again...


but, happy n "light".. dat's my feeling now.. haha.. something huge had juz came off my shoulders... dynamics - something terrible n nervous-maker..



huhu... i did something 2day.. haha.. if any1 of u reali read my blog, den u'll noe the truth to my status.. haha..
changed my status in facebook.. ==> in a relationship...
wah.. many comments.. haha.. juz wu liao wanna do something mah.. manatau so many ppl comment..
sori la.. haha.. bluff u all.. dat's not true.. stil single.. haha..
haiz... i oso hope im in a relationship la.... but stil....
everything is fated.. where's my DE ONE? hmm.. stil finding..



neway, think a lot during study n exam week..
been tryin 2 find ways 2 improve myself.. hopefully after camps of PM i'll have time to do wat i want during sem break...
1st i wanna continue to learn guitar, den if i hv time i wanna learn how 2 swim.. hehe..
there's de 2 major activities la.. provided i hv the free time..

now.. 4 more papers 2 go...!!
try my best la.. がんばって！！


i miss you malacca.....
i miss you sis...
i miss my family...






你是“他”吗？

5 subs left..!!

找到了‘鲔鱼’的blog。。 嘻嘻。。 为什么会迷上他呢？ 因为他像一个人。。 后来看了他的表演，慢慢的开始喜欢他了。。
你们一定觉得很搞笑， 上了大学的人还迷棒棒糖这些人， 哈哈， 朋友们都这么说， 不过真的觉得他是有实力的， 而不是那些靠外表出头天的。 （不过他也有外表。 哈哈。。）
与其说是喜欢， 应该是欣赏比较正确吧。。 个人比较欣赏有才华的人。。

po上他的照片， 你们自己决定他帅不帅啦。。 不过芷薇一定说还好而已。。 哈哈。。 帅吧， 帅吧。。 嘻嘻。。

不说这些了啦。。 嘻嘻。。

今天开始考了两张考卷， 剩下5个。。 接下来的还真的蛮头痛的， 算是很难的， 希望这次可以全pass咯。。
不知不觉， 在这里已经一年了。。 真不敢相信， 竟然熬了过来。。 本来刚开始还打算换course的， 后来留下了。。 很庆幸在这里能遇见一群好玩的好朋友们， 哈哈。。 同甘共苦的日子， 让大家变得熟悉起来。。 一年的时间， 不能说短， 也不长， 竟然能交到这么多很好的朋友， 真的觉得自己很幸福。。 但愿这样的友谊能维持到以后很久很久， 不只是这四年里。。

云顶之旅 （2008）

宗翰&阿Khoo 生日@KFC

搞怪八人党@MAK (Sunway Resort)

朋友是重要的‘东西’。。 哈哈。。
现在蛮想念我的姐妹们。。 好几个月没见了吧， Annie 甚至像人间蒸发一样， 半年没见到她了。。 哈哈。。 大忙人， 知道你的苦衷啦。。
你们快考完试了， 一直问我要不要去旅行。。 咳， 大姐们， 我在这里快压力死了， 再等等我一下好吗。。？ 哈哈。。 一定一定奉陪。。


当选了PM- Pembantu Mahasiswa， 不知道是该高兴还是怎样。。 我自认害怕自己没有这个能力办妥所受托的工作。。 不过我会全力以赴， 希望不辜负大家吧。。
这个假期， 会很忙碌吧。。 希望能有时间做我想做的事。。。


啰嗦了一大堆， 是时候面对现实了。。
后天的dynamics。。。 ‘灯灯灯灯’。。。。。。。
无语形容。。 咳。。


加油， 加油！！
可爱的妈妈说的： add oil add oil.. 哈哈。。
赶快考完吧， 这样就能回家了！！！







今天的你是什么心情？

finals comin!!

i had dis weird feeling down in my stomach... cant describe it, juz felt reali weird.. i think it has something 2 do wif my finals..
feeling stressed abt it.. reali wonder whether i can pass onot.. especially dynamics n MOM..
asked mum whether i've chose the wrong course... mum did encouraged me, told me not to pressure on myself..
juz dat i noe she had her hopes high on me.. she wont blame me if i did badly, but mayb i'll blame myself.. i cant bear 2 disappoint them.. let's hope dat im up to the challenge then..

it's a wonder y ppl wil feel so emo once they've slow down their pace, o rather, me la.. haha..
im the type who thinks a lot.. ppl around me dun noe this rite? haha... to them, i must hv been that blur blur girl that cant think clearly..
how i wish i can be as simple as i can, i dun wanna think so much oso.. sometimes my mind fly so faraway until i cant get it back.... that's when i started to get emo...
should stop, i reali should..

focus now.. i cant afford to fail anything..
ganbatte neh.....!!






我，不说，你明白吗？

I Can Go the Distance...

I have often dreamed
Of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome
Would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be

I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong

Down an unknown road
To embrace my fate
Though the road may wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It might take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through

And I won't look back
I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track
No I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope
But I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance
And my journey is complete

But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart

Like a shooting star
I can go the distance
I will search the world
I will face its harms
I don't care how far
I can go the distance
Till I find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms

I will search the world
I will face its harms
Till I find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms

A song from Disney movie - Hercules...

i've suddenly realised how regressed i am.. since when, i had no idea...
seems like im stuck in dis reali small world in um.. cant think out of the box n i dun seem like wanting to upgrade myself..

i wanted myself 2 stay de same, not progressing, it's easier dat way.. but i suddenly felt dat THIS is not IT.... im more than dis... it's juz not right 2 stay de old way...

the world is out there, big, huge, waiting for me to explore.. i cant juz stop here.. it is a big step, but i noe it's worth it...
it's time to grow.. i kept sayin that i dun wan 2 let mum down, but it's me whom i dun wan 2 disappoint..

hopefully i wil keep my word, i can go the distance....
it'll be hard, keep my fingers crossed... i'll try my best..
feels great when you let go of things dat's botherin u...

all my frens.. jia you together....
it's great to have u guys wif me on this road..



i can go the distance...