videos....

i juz realized that i din share de video that i did for our penang trip in my blog..

so here it is.......

time reali flies, it's already half a year d......

another one dat i wanted 2 share is our college's choir performance....

i reali reali had fun dis year.. we had great seniors n juniors.. (not that last year's not good..)

there's a new feeling dis time on stage compared 2 last year..

i had time 2 look at some of de members while singing; some of them were smiling.. those juniors remind me of "last year's me", n i cant help but notice that there's a change in me, n all of us....

my 1st piano performance on stage; sort of 'forced' to do it by mingtat n david.. but it reali was a great experience.. thanx guys...

there's Feseni every year.. ppl come n go...

but i wont forget those 2 years when i was on stage, singing out n performing after those hard days of training..

u guys gave me a great memory, both seniors n juniors, n also our beloved teacher n friend, Caroline;

i wont ever, ever forget this....

ending is a new beginning...

随着成绩出炉， 第二年算是已经完整的过了。。

得到了比预期好的成绩， 很开心。。

几个coursemate和junior却逃不过‘魔掌’， 依然被折磨着； 大家， 加油！ 撑过去就雨过天晴了！！

晓， 宝， mok已经是在最后一年了。。 还叫我记得去他们的毕业典礼。。

若能去我一定去， 放心！！

我呢， 还要两年； 是被折磨， 还是不？

坦白说， 这两年我都在混； 觉得很对不起爸爸妈妈。。

希望这两年真的能更明白， 更提升自己。。

另一个目标： 天天开心， 也让别人开心。。

还是不想放弃音乐， 希望在音乐方面也能继续努力。。

不明白为何有些人会这么决定； 当时的心情又是怎样的呢？

不管如何， 还是希望身边的家人， 朋友， 大家， 一切安好， 开心就好了。。

也不明白为何有些人会那么冷血。。 该用冷血形容吗？ 还是无情。。

我不知道。。 只是觉得这么多年的朋友， 需要这样吗。。

我们是阻碍你还是怎样？ 连一丁点的联系都不想吗？

给了最后一次机会了， 是你先放弃的， 我无能为力了。。

算了吧。。

不过还是谢谢你给过的回忆。。 只有这样了。。

我对你说过：生活就像是车程一样， 有时候放慢速度才能看到窗外的风景； 希望你还记得， 累的时候放慢速度。。 只是， 遗憾和难过的是， 你的风景里， 没有我们了。。

unpredictable...

人生， 是难预测的。。

今年， 只能说多灾多难。。。。

不知该说些什么。。

他的身影和脸还在脑海中， 那么清晰。。

致： 你。。

虽然跟你不是很熟， 但毕竟， 我认识过你、和你说过话、知道你的存在。。

而我， 真的难过了。。

不知该说什么， 只有RIP。。 我们会想你。。

疑惑。。 可是不知该怎么开口问、不知该问谁。。

似乎问了谁， 就会伤害到那人。。

。。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。

我们会想你的。。

PS：请不要在别人的status上直接问“谁”。。 那人可能会难过。。 大家都会难过。。

the end..?

my last paper dis sem is another 46 hours away...........

is dis 'the end'..?

my only feeling about my final dis time is dat im constantly trying to escape.. from wat i have no idea... even though it's comin so near until it's nearly in front of my eyes, im still running away...

ppl said that i'll get great marks even though i study last minute; well wat i feel is that i guess luck is not on my side dis time.. so im so keeping my fingers crossed dis time til they hurt...

ups n downs r essential to let someone grow..

n de ups n downs these few months r just so massive that i think i've totally shrank ...

totally unexpected... hmm...

i guess all of us were affected... we had sleepless nights......

but there's nothin else to do except pray.....

i guess my goal of making ppl happy had to wait..

my mood is stil recovering n i dunno when it'll recover fully...

but anyhow, life stil goes on...

my smile is getting dusty on the rack; i'll wear it on someday, whole day...

i'll recover......

i'll recover...........

i don't intend to make you who read my blog feeling down...

im reali sori....

enjoy ur life n think deeply before u act n don't regret...

there's nothin else more important than feeling happy even until when u cover up urselves to sleep at nite....

have a great nite, n sleep tight...

*stay happy*

我唯一开心的事：我已经没感觉了。。