Wednesday, September 30, 2009

suggestions..?



been off the hook for a while now... getting a series of headache and blur-ness recently.....
mayb it's due to my late-sleep-ness these few days...
as if to add on my burden to torture me, i've got lots of assignments and got to worry whether got quiz onot every tuesday... =(


raya holidays over.......................
din reali noe wat i did the whole week.. went out wif my sis all day long... haha...
shopping, and also K-ing for 5 hours straight.. nice.... =P

gatherings were lame.. juz the few same ppl; oopsie, only ahben lar.. haha... but din reali did a grand one... haiz...
well, wat do i expect..? hotel buffet? haha..

alas, i din get to buy my guitar bag... haiz..... regret.... but i got my new swimsuit though.. =)


skipped class juz now, risking to skip quiz as well, me and shin thian went to the PTUM Opening Ceremony.. haha.. but it's worth it after all, as there were no quiz...... *clap clap*
this year they did a great job... sure there're mistakes here n there, but they were minor ones.. overall i give big thumbs up for them... same goes to the 'exhibition team', their objects n ideas are great...... we had fun inside it.. haha......



anyways, i reali gotta give myself a break, or at least my health a break... sleeping late is reali gettin into me.... die.........
i wan my harry potter 7th book here........... din finish it during holidays.....

juz to ask, but im not sure whether anyone will read my blog here:
do u guys has any great books to recommend? short of idea here... something light and funny would be great...... every suggestions are welcomed... thx ya...... ^-^


~cheers~
till we meet again..... (*0*)!!







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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

it's goin nowhere...

again, another realization...... frm a video on youtube...
very, very touching.......

it's not all about me, the center is not me, n im tired of myself juz saying 'me, me and me' all the time....
it's about people around you, the ones u care about, the ones that cares about u, those who are significant to u, those who are juz there for u, n those who need u to be there for them...

wat can i do, im stil de immature-self.. how i wish i can grow up in juz one day, suddenly achiving self-actualization..
pretending to be some1 im not, pretending to be a know-it-all, but in the end, im juz nobody, juz like dat..
n being a nobody, somehow it scares me.. dat's y i pretend, or did i??
im scared of losing... losing the ones i love, my family...

watching the video, i felt a sudden throb in my heart, somehow it's about my grandma, i miss her.. dat's y i did something unlike me... i called home suddenly juz now, heard her voice thru the phone... after hanging up, my tears came down.. i dont noe y, it juz happened....

guess i reali should be more grateful for wat i have and to treasure those around me...




PS: i reali love my family..................






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