~my Cameron trip~

well... i expect this post to be a long one, hopefully i can keep it short den..

i actually told de girls that i may not be joining them coz i had things 2 do during dis month..

but then i got a call n kinda got scolded n forced by annie to promise i'll go....

den the story begins...

it's a pity wanching cant join us.. but alas we cant compromise to each n every1's time n date but to follow majority's time... we're reali sori wanching.... =(

well.. we started off on tue 7am frm malacca, reached bukit jalil around 9am..

little did we noe our nightmare started when we bought our bus ticket to CH on 10.30am..

the bus came late..

there's the leak frm de side,

n the worst of it all, the air-cond went on n off every 10 min....!! gosh....

crazy trip to the top, we stayed in the bus for almost 6 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

luckily aaron had pills.. haha... to prevent car-sickness... or in this case bus-sickness.... or whatever it's called...

if not i think he'll pengsan... n ben mayb oso will... haha....

at long last we reached Tanah Rata bus station..

coz our apartment auntie was waiting for us, we only managed to see tour packages frm a company, den we signed up for it d....

rm88, no matter how we recount it later, it's stil very not worth it... but what to do, at least we noe what to do next time....

*Guys, if u wan to find more tour packages, dun signed up directly at the small counter after u reach Tanah Rata bus station.. find some time to walk up the shophouses, there's more tour companies along the way.. after that baru make ur choice..*

although we had a rough day, our apartment welcomed us with 'open arms'.. literally...

and the auntie was totally totally nice!!!

we told her we din have enough stuffs to do steamboat n wanted to buy some (luckily we din!!!), she gave us some of her things n oso her home-grown CHERRY TOMATOES!!!! (my favourite!!)

she even gave us a lift back to the bus station when we're goin back... (we stayed in Brinchang)

totally loved the apartment...

with wifi, but none of us brought laptop;

astro, aaron was thrilled... haha.. n oso mok, coz got her 'astro preview'... wahahahahahahaha... (some inside joke)... mok, dun angry ya.... =)

extremely clean n complete with gas n cooking equipment, cups, bowls......................... a lot more...

our first dinner there is SCARY!!!!!

we bought to 'much' (using 'much' as our food was totally uncountable) things.....

5 bags of hotdogs + 1 big packet of crabmeats + 1 big packet of chicken meatballs + 1 bag of glassnoodles + auntie's stuffs + cherry tomatoes.......

im scared of hotdogs now.....

at last we decided not to waste food, n we had some 'gambling' goin on.... haha....

those who lost were forced to eat....

annie was our champion!!!! followed by ben with his glassnoodles.. congrats... =P

our 2nd day's tour was hectic...............

we were running frm place to place... n im totally not lying..

some places were amazing....

i did enjoyed myself, although it's a bit expensive...... =|

but in the end, i think it's not the money dat matters.......;

or the tiring bus ride......;

or the leaking window.......;

or the crazy wheather....; =P

i reali had a lot of fun with my frens..... n that compensates it all.....

all of us were always busy wif skul n stuffs, it's hard for us 2 get together like old times, im glad i went wif them.....

it seems like we had fun too even by just sittin there on the couch, watchin astro.. (aaron had fun, i noe, haha..)

i miss u guys already..... hopefully there'll be another trip soon la ya...

c u soon when i go back mlk... =)

thx every1 for makin it happen:

annie

mok

siau

pao

aaron

ben

u guys are awesome!!! =)

朋友, 是个很奇怪的东西..

很久不联络, 见面还是感到那么温馨;

算是有见面的, 却还是像陌生人一样;

另一种更极端的, 曾经那么熟, 一个转身, 自己被杀了也不知道, 甚至于完全不知道他在想什么..

朋友, 若我说过或做过什么让你不爽的话, 我慎重的道歉, 我不是故意的....

我是真的很想维护及珍惜我们的友情...

姐妹们和好朋友们, 你们是除了我家人之外的人, 让我能最自然, 不做作(还有丑陋)的表现自己..

谢谢你们出现在我生命里....

已经渐渐地看开了, 我就是我; 让别人开心, 自己也开心...

videos....

i juz realized that i din share de video that i did for our penang trip in my blog..

so here it is.......

time reali flies, it's already half a year d......

another one dat i wanted 2 share is our college's choir performance....

i reali reali had fun dis year.. we had great seniors n juniors.. (not that last year's not good..)

there's a new feeling dis time on stage compared 2 last year..

i had time 2 look at some of de members while singing; some of them were smiling.. those juniors remind me of "last year's me", n i cant help but notice that there's a change in me, n all of us....

my 1st piano performance on stage; sort of 'forced' to do it by mingtat n david.. but it reali was a great experience.. thanx guys...

there's Feseni every year.. ppl come n go...

but i wont forget those 2 years when i was on stage, singing out n performing after those hard days of training..

u guys gave me a great memory, both seniors n juniors, n also our beloved teacher n friend, Caroline;

i wont ever, ever forget this....

ending is a new beginning...

随着成绩出炉， 第二年算是已经完整的过了。。

得到了比预期好的成绩， 很开心。。

几个coursemate和junior却逃不过‘魔掌’， 依然被折磨着； 大家， 加油！ 撑过去就雨过天晴了！！

晓， 宝， mok已经是在最后一年了。。 还叫我记得去他们的毕业典礼。。

若能去我一定去， 放心！！

我呢， 还要两年； 是被折磨， 还是不？

坦白说， 这两年我都在混； 觉得很对不起爸爸妈妈。。

希望这两年真的能更明白， 更提升自己。。

另一个目标： 天天开心， 也让别人开心。。

还是不想放弃音乐， 希望在音乐方面也能继续努力。。

不明白为何有些人会这么决定； 当时的心情又是怎样的呢？

不管如何， 还是希望身边的家人， 朋友， 大家， 一切安好， 开心就好了。。

也不明白为何有些人会那么冷血。。 该用冷血形容吗？ 还是无情。。

我不知道。。 只是觉得这么多年的朋友， 需要这样吗。。

我们是阻碍你还是怎样？ 连一丁点的联系都不想吗？

给了最后一次机会了， 是你先放弃的， 我无能为力了。。

算了吧。。

不过还是谢谢你给过的回忆。。 只有这样了。。

我对你说过：生活就像是车程一样， 有时候放慢速度才能看到窗外的风景； 希望你还记得， 累的时候放慢速度。。 只是， 遗憾和难过的是， 你的风景里， 没有我们了。。

unpredictable...

人生， 是难预测的。。

今年， 只能说多灾多难。。。。

不知该说些什么。。

他的身影和脸还在脑海中， 那么清晰。。

致： 你。。

虽然跟你不是很熟， 但毕竟， 我认识过你、和你说过话、知道你的存在。。

而我， 真的难过了。。

不知该说什么， 只有RIP。。 我们会想你。。

疑惑。。 可是不知该怎么开口问、不知该问谁。。

似乎问了谁， 就会伤害到那人。。

。。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。

我们会想你的。。

PS：请不要在别人的status上直接问“谁”。。 那人可能会难过。。 大家都会难过。。

the end..?

my last paper dis sem is another 46 hours away...........

is dis 'the end'..?

my only feeling about my final dis time is dat im constantly trying to escape.. from wat i have no idea... even though it's comin so near until it's nearly in front of my eyes, im still running away...

ppl said that i'll get great marks even though i study last minute; well wat i feel is that i guess luck is not on my side dis time.. so im so keeping my fingers crossed dis time til they hurt...

ups n downs r essential to let someone grow..

n de ups n downs these few months r just so massive that i think i've totally shrank ...

totally unexpected... hmm...

i guess all of us were affected... we had sleepless nights......

but there's nothin else to do except pray.....

i guess my goal of making ppl happy had to wait..

my mood is stil recovering n i dunno when it'll recover fully...

but anyhow, life stil goes on...

my smile is getting dusty on the rack; i'll wear it on someday, whole day...

i'll recover......

i'll recover...........

i don't intend to make you who read my blog feeling down...

im reali sori....

enjoy ur life n think deeply before u act n don't regret...

there's nothin else more important than feeling happy even until when u cover up urselves to sleep at nite....

have a great nite, n sleep tight...

*stay happy*

我唯一开心的事：我已经没感觉了。。