Friday, November 6, 2009

害怕面对现实的人。。

事实证明, 我, 是一个害怕面对现实的人。

证据: 明天考EE, 8.30am; 说真的, 我一点都还没动到, 而现在还在blogging。。

真的是惨、惨、惨咯。。
要不得的坏习惯, 该怎么改。。

这几天, 又发觉了自己另一个优点: 睡觉。
哈哈。。
昨天不舒服, 11.30pm 就睡了。 原本以为可以早点起来, 手机闹钟都调好了, 8am。。
可是。。。。。。。。。。。。

我睡到 4pm 啊!!!!
gosh。。。。
加起来, 总共是 17 个小时!!

我厉害吗? 哈哈。。。
咳。。。。。。。

叹气很适合我。。 因为我总是做些自己后悔的事。。
咳。。。。。。。。。。

十几年的考试, 还是一样的 last minute 。。
每一次考试后的决心, 到后来, 还是被抛在脑后了。。
看来, 该来个 new year resolution 了。。

算了。。 再看看能做些补救吗。。


最后, 让大家笑一下吧。。 嘻嘻。。
无意间发现这video。。
这女生 - 巴钰, 真的很可爱。。
enjoy..~~~ (^-^)




Thursday, October 29, 2009

new template!!!

dunno wat got into me n all of a sudden, after searching 4 de rite template that captures me most, den HUALA..! a new template n a new look!!

final is juz around de corner... and it's practically NEXT WEEK!!!
n now, im blogging about it instead of studying.... not to mention Youtubing as well... die................ ha...
guess some relaxing acts don't hurt rite... hehe.....
hopefully i'll be able to scrap through with my limited luck lar....


well, abt my new blog:
1) new menu tabs (u'll notice some yellow tiny notes juz below de header)
i'll upload some links which i think is interesting.. most of them may be YouTube links as i am a crazy YouTube fan.. haha... enjoy...

2) myTop5songs
dat'll be de recent songs im crazy-ing about or play-ing on and on in my player

3) myBooklist
books i've bought!! or mayb read... i'll provide the price n place where i bought it as well... hopefully someone who likes to read will find this useful... =)


well, guess dat's all frm me, for now.....
i'll try to update AOAP (as often as possible) lar.. hahaha...


in the meantime... peace out............................
n dun study too hard, coz i hvnt started yet... =P



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がんばって!!



Sunday, October 18, 2009

to be or not to be...

休息了整个周末, 前天就连续睡了14++个小时。。 真的觉得自己很厉害。。 哈哈。。
不过, 因为前几天为了赶功课所以不够睡。。 就当作是弥补吧。。 嘻嘻。。

不知不觉, 考试就快到了。。
太快了吧, 总觉得还没定下来, 就已经是一个sem完了。。
问问自己, 这段时间做了些什么, 自己的梦想还在吗。。
答案: 没做了什么, 梦想还在, 只是没有跨进而已。。

想要学吉他的, 却因为一些原因搞得一拖再拖。。 咳。。。。。
想练琴的, 却把忙和懒惰当作借口。。

读书更不用说了, 还是一样最后一分钟读。。

该改变了。。 不断重复告诉自己, 可是还是败给了贪玩。。
该改变了。。 不该继续幼稚下去, 可是这, 就是我。。

难道纯粹就为了改变而改变吗?
性格、 心情我都不能控制。。 真的能改变吗?

to be or not to be...
reali.. to be or not to be...

我还是我, 除了搞笑, 我已没什么优点了。。
仅仅留下的优点, 我选择保留了。。






你不会看见我再继续为你难过。。 我该想通了。。

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

suggestions..?



been off the hook for a while now... getting a series of headache and blur-ness recently.....
mayb it's due to my late-sleep-ness these few days...
as if to add on my burden to torture me, i've got lots of assignments and got to worry whether got quiz onot every tuesday... =(


raya holidays over.......................
din reali noe wat i did the whole week.. went out wif my sis all day long... haha...
shopping, and also K-ing for 5 hours straight.. nice.... =P

gatherings were lame.. juz the few same ppl; oopsie, only ahben lar.. haha... but din reali did a grand one... haiz...
well, wat do i expect..? hotel buffet? haha..

alas, i din get to buy my guitar bag... haiz..... regret.... but i got my new swimsuit though.. =)


skipped class juz now, risking to skip quiz as well, me and shin thian went to the PTUM Opening Ceremony.. haha.. but it's worth it after all, as there were no quiz...... *clap clap*
this year they did a great job... sure there're mistakes here n there, but they were minor ones.. overall i give big thumbs up for them... same goes to the 'exhibition team', their objects n ideas are great...... we had fun inside it.. haha......



anyways, i reali gotta give myself a break, or at least my health a break... sleeping late is reali gettin into me.... die.........
i wan my harry potter 7th book here........... din finish it during holidays.....

juz to ask, but im not sure whether anyone will read my blog here:
do u guys has any great books to recommend? short of idea here... something light and funny would be great...... every suggestions are welcomed... thx ya...... ^-^


~cheers~
till we meet again..... (*0*)!!







原地不动, 是最好的办法吗?

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

it's goin nowhere...

again, another realization...... frm a video on youtube...
very, very touching.......

it's not all about me, the center is not me, n im tired of myself juz saying 'me, me and me' all the time....
it's about people around you, the ones u care about, the ones that cares about u, those who are significant to u, those who are juz there for u, n those who need u to be there for them...

wat can i do, im stil de immature-self.. how i wish i can grow up in juz one day, suddenly achiving self-actualization..
pretending to be some1 im not, pretending to be a know-it-all, but in the end, im juz nobody, juz like dat..
n being a nobody, somehow it scares me.. dat's y i pretend, or did i??
im scared of losing... losing the ones i love, my family...

watching the video, i felt a sudden throb in my heart, somehow it's about my grandma, i miss her.. dat's y i did something unlike me... i called home suddenly juz now, heard her voice thru the phone... after hanging up, my tears came down.. i dont noe y, it juz happened....

guess i reali should be more grateful for wat i have and to treasure those around me...




PS: i reali love my family..................






你不会发现我的存在。。